Some of the toughest days I have had as a man have been in the past few weeks. I am currently separated and heading for a divorce. I wish it wasn't happening. I wish there were simpler ways to handle all of the stress and pressure I have been dealing with for years.
I don't feel as if I am a partner in a marriage. I feel like I am somebody's subordinate. I know that sounds odd, but I have been made to feel inferior for so long I resented my wife. No matter how many times we fought, it always boiled down to her telling me what to do.
Now, I readily admit, I am not the easiest person in the world to get along with, especially when I am angry or hurt. I tend to be very terse and I can be too matter of fact with my statements.
I just don't know what to do. I haven't blogged in a really long time, and I don't know that I want to put every detail here again like I used to. But sometimes I know when I get hurt I will need to vent, so if you read this, know it's therapeutic for me to write about.
Thanks Blog for being here to listen.
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